Anesthesia through limitless exertion appears preferable to any other kind: it honors our gifts more truly. Yet anesthesia by its lights offers mere superficial succor, sequestering symptoms and side effects -- it does not curb the malady. Equally, the relief it offers is fleeting, and as we acclimate, we demand more, ultimately ensuring that we fall short in our grasp for stable orbit.
We must always interrogate our reasons. Past choices are made, but future ones are not faits accomplis. Sometimes the familiar path of least resistance is a mere Mobius strip, bringing us glimpses of our destination, but presenting no true means of bridging the gap. It is incumbent upon us to find the way by constant assessment, even if honest reflection risks fatal damage to long-treasured premises.